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(no subject) [Oct. 10th, 2010|02:46 pm]
agonizing_girl
[Current Mood |happyhappy]

so last nite i worked 11-7 and today i worked 7-3 what a nice double to work :) its almost time to go home yay im going home to jack another YAY and we are going to go to south street tonite and im calling out of work. im doing that so i can spend time with him since we lack that alot becuz of our work schedules and what not. im so excited!!! besides that nothing much else is happening. im happy :)
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(no subject) [Oct. 9th, 2010|01:47 am]
agonizing_girl
[Current Mood |chipperchipper]

so things are OK right now which is a good thing. i mean right now at this very moment im stuck at work but besides that im ok. which is nice to say. i wish i were home with jack right now staying up and watching movies or something but unfortunatly im stuck at work with an extremely runny nose :( grr im still sick. 2 weeks later and im still battling this cold. this weekend is full of work i work tonite then i work saturday nite 11-7 then sunday 7-3 ugh i hate doubles then sunday nite 11-7. monday and tuesday i have off. monday nite i plan on spending it with jack :) and then tuesday nite im going out with megan. girls nite :) i want melynie to come but im not sure yet if she can. well not much more to say. ttfn
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(no subject) [Sep. 30th, 2010|03:05 am]
agonizing_girl
[Current Mood |exhaustedexhausted]
[Current Music |puddle of mudd - blurry]

so jack says things will work out. i sure hope so. im very tired. i had a busy day tuesday and then wednesday morning but when i came home from work on wednesday i slept ALL day literially. it felt so good but im still so tired. i went to wawa for stacy and grabbed myself a sandwich and a coffee while there and i feel a lil better now.  im still sick and i dont know why. ive been taking meds for it and this cold just doesnt want to go away. blah. i have off tonite im so excited. jack has to go to a parent teacher meeting tonite so hopefully he gets home before 9. if he doesnt it really doesnt matter but it would be nice since he would normally have to work til 9 ne way. well not much else to say. ttfn
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(no subject) [Sep. 29th, 2010|02:47 am]
agonizing_girl
[Current Mood |stressedstressed]

ugh so i just got my paycheck and its only for 400$ im so screwed that barely takes care of my car payment. im so stressed. i have the electric bill due and phone bill and insurance and omg im stressing big time. :( im sick i have a cold. i went to school well to torresdale hospital for 12 hours today and then after that i had to come into work tonite. im a lil tired. jacks truck broke so we have been sharing my car and for the most part its been ok. he works almost like 2nd shift and i work 3rd so it works out. we dont see each other very much :( but i guess thats a part of life when things get tough ya gotta work thru it. well i dont have much on my mind except for my paycheck and how im going to pay the bills. i really dont know how. im scared. ugh life relly sucks. esp when it comes to money.
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(no subject) [Sep. 13th, 2010|02:27 am]
agonizing_girl
[Current Mood |tiredtired]

so my foot has really been hurting. i went to the ER thursday with jack and they wrapped it in an ace bandage and sent me on my way. the pa said it was fractured then the radiologist said it wasnt so who knows what it is. all i know is it still hurts. i had off from work for 4 days so i havent updated this thing in forever. wednesday i slept alot cuz i worked alot the nite before. then thursday i had school and then worked on a project then friday i had school and i had to take stupid crutches with me and then got bruises from them. they are so difficult to use. then friday nite i called outa work and megan came over for a lil which was good cuz i havent seen her in awhile. then saturday jack and i slept kinda late then he got up and went to work and then i laid down and slept in the afternoon only to call out of work saturday nite too. we watched greenberg which was an interesting movie. today we slept til 2 then got up did laundry then went to walmart then i cooked dinner and then laid down til i had to come into work tonite. which its already 230 so thats good. i was working on some nclex questions tonite. think ill go back to doing that again. i have off monday but i have an eye doctors appt at 1045am so yeah i wont be able to lay down as soon as i get home. im hoping to watch hot tub time machine tonite with jack :) well not much more has happened. ttfn
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(no subject) [Sep. 8th, 2010|12:53 am]
agonizing_girl
[Current Mood |sadmy foot is sore]
[Current Music |nine inch nails - hurt]

so today was an ok day. i came home this morning from work around 8 laid down and got up around 145 to take a shower and come back into work for a double. man i cant wait to hit that pillow in the morning when i get home. my foot hurts and is really swollen. jack brought me up my flip flops cuz i forgot them and after 11 i wanted to change into them. i got a nurse to bandage my foot up it felt a lil better but now its starting to throb again. ugh. damn steps. tomorrow well today whatever wednesday im gonna go home and sleep for a lil bit then get up and study. yay. then thursday i have school from 8-2 then i have to work on a project at school. then friday i have class and im working the weekend. i dont have much more to say becuz not much has happened. ttfn
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(no subject) [Sep. 4th, 2010|04:10 am]
agonizing_girl
[Current Mood |sickstuffy]
[Current Music |blink 182 - adams song]

where do i start. wednesday was a crazy day. i got my car inspected didnt get done til 10 which was terrible. then i stopped at food basics and pathmark and picked up some stuff then i went home jack and i fought of course then i did the laundry then went to my parents house then cooked dinner then went to bed i dont even know what time it was cuz i took 2 xanax all i know is i was exhausted cuz i worked tuesday nite. thursday i had clinical from 9-8 which was torture. then friday i went to school and came home and was soo tired i fell asleep and jack ran to walmart for me cuz i was exhausted. then of course the alarm clock went off at 930 for me to get up and come into work. B L A H im here now and in 3 hours ill be done and then ill be heading down the shore yet again for another nice weekend. my allergies are soo bad tonite and they were bad yesterday too. im so ready to go home and get some sleep but thats not happening. we are taking my mom down the shore with us becuz my dad left friday morning at 430 and she didnt have the day off so shes coming down with us and we are picking her up around 9 or so. i hope i can sleep on the way down. after work i gotta vaccum the car out cuz it has flowers in the back seat from may - isnt that terrible lol we are staying over on the boat so i hope its not to ruff from the hurricaine. other wise the boat will be rocking like crazy. well i have off until monday nite so until then bye.
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(no subject) [Aug. 20th, 2010|12:56 am]
agonizing_girl
[Current Mood |chipperchipper]
[Current Music |linkin park - bleed it out]

so today was good :) i got home from work played with fuz and laid down around 11or so. i was restless in bed. my phone rang around 3 it was m grandfather and he said yes for the shore. im excited. i want to relax so bad. then next week we have the comedian tour at the house of blues so we are gonna go down the shore for the day next weekend. im at work BLAH only one more shift after tonite. i painted my nails pink and black tonite at work :) we are slow but shhh i wanna keep it that way. i brought my laptop to practice some nclex questions and i forgot the power cord :( grr tomorrow morning we have to go see the dr at 830am and i really wanna figure things out with my credit cards and i have to go to police and fire anyway so i mind as well try to get the cc while im there. besides that i have nothing else to do well i can pack for the shore.for some reason my ipod isnt working which upsets me cuz i wanted to take my lil mp3 player to the beach. ugh i made a eye doctors appt in september.  i need to go so bad my eye sight is terrible. well i have nothing else to say tonite that i can think of. ttfn
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(no subject) [Aug. 6th, 2010|02:32 am]
agonizing_girl
[Current Mood |excitedexcited]
[Current Music |sublime - smoke 2 joints]

today was so hectic. i got done work at 7 went to my parents for coolers and my suitcase. then went to food basics and bought some fruit and chicken and stuff for camping. when i got home i emptied my trunk in the car and then had to cut up the fruit and finish packing the bags. then i laid down for a lil while then got up for my bayada case got lunchmeat and then went to bayada. then after that i went to my sisters and picked some things up. when i got home i had to do the dishes and clean fuz's cage and bake brownies and pack my clothes. meg came over and picked some shit up becuz i couldnt fit it in the car with the tents and what not. im so excited but i know the weekend is going to fly by so fast and i really dont want it to. i work monday next week and then im off for two days again im going to six flags with megan. : )  i started talking to my ex-g/f i guess you could call her. she was awesome when i met her it was ashame things didnt really work out but we are talking again and who knows that the future will bring ; )  tonite i brought fuz into work,. stacy is going to watch her while im away. everyone loves her. shes just so damn cute heh we are planning on leaving by 845 in the morning. hopefully things go on schedule and we really do leave by then. we are going to cracker barrell for breakfast. im hoping it doesnt take too long to set up the tents i dont know that jack has ever set one up before. my parents asked me if im going to be getting a site near them im kinda thinking kinda close to a bathroom. plus certain smells from our campsite mite not be ok with my parents ;) well enough yapping. ttfn
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(no subject) [Aug. 2nd, 2010|01:43 am]
agonizing_girl
[Current Mood |crankycranky]
[Current Music |oasis - wonderwall]

tonite is my last nite working before i get a nite off thank god ugh im so tired. i slept today from 8-3 then i got up jack and i did some laundry and went to his parents house then finished the laundry and came home ate dinner watched some tv i laid down again from 830-10 and im still exhausted. tomorrow well today (monday) i have a dentist appt at 915 then i have to come home sleep for a lil then go to bayada early before my case at 3. i need to get rid of that case. it doesnt allow me to sleep the amount of sleep i need. i have off monday nite. i plan on relaxing and sleeping and spending time with jack :) i cant wait til friday cuz we leave for the poconos that day. im excited i dont have to work friday nite. school is coming closer im excited. i want to get this semester over already start nursing 4 and graduate and have people be proud of me. hopefully things will come together when i graduate bills will be ezier to pay and ill be able to save some $ for a house and a wedding. but of course i need a ring first :) ive been doing really good with taking my meds everyday. tomorrow is my last day on abilify becuz i cant afford it. its so damn expensive. i just hope things dont go down hill from me not taking it. well i dont have much more to say other then im exhausted and i cant wait to go home and be able to sleep. is it 7am yet? ugh ttfn
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